Rush 10
"Citizen L rush"
*If you were going to continue with the work you did for Citizen-L this semester, how might you apply either the concept of metaphoric tension or the concept of the gaze to your workflow (either as a means of procedure or a component of your creative output)? If you worked in multiple functions, focus on the single function of your choice.I have already been thinking about the concept of Gaze within my art work. Ive been starting to wonder if my work has a gaze or if it really can?.. In order to understand how Gaze might fit into my work I need to tell you about my work.
Personal Statement:
My focus for the past two years has been investigating childhood and adulthood, exploring viewing one through the other. The purpose of my art being that it will act as a catalyst for the adult viewer to see themselves as they are today through the lens of their childhood self. To achieve this I have juxtaposed content from adulthood and imagery from childhood to create context for my viewers. Most of the childhood references I make are through ubiquitous childhood symbols that I feel a majority of young adults might know or understand. The adult references have drifted between sexuality and responsibility. Responsibility encompasses a few things from the responsibility of ones own actions and their consequences to the responsibility of morality and humanity. I have always been fascinated with how individuals interact with objects and people in there day to day and what memories and feelings are developed. When I was young my brother and I would play with k'nex, now as an adult I am still compelled to make gadgets and explore the way things function through the action of deconstructing and rebuilding objects. This is a small example of the parallels that can be drawn in my personal life from my childhood into adulthood. My sculptures derive inspiration from my childhood with my need to create objects that the viewer can interact with or relate to. I invite the viewer to participate and play with my work, both physically and mentally.
I can think of one sculpture I've created that could "have a gaze". Last year I made a six foot tall clear inflatable teddy bear. The bear is so large it demands your attention and the absents of color gives it a ghostly appearance. People have said it feels like the bear has a soul or is an old friend in the room with you. This piece is interesting to me but what is more intriguing to me is to explore the idea that all of the art I make could have a Gaze. The way I view my work is like looking into a mirror.. you see the toy and it reminds you of your childhood, so you are now reflecting on the past. You then start to think of all the connotations that come with the adult content, reflecting on past and present. I feel that this is the point when the work of art has a Gaze, when looking at it you gain reflection and knowledge. I understand this is a vague description of this theory.. at this point I am still rattling this thought in my head and trying to understand it for myself..